Wednesday, July 04, 2012

CLD #629

For the Ilui Neshama of Avraham ben Ester ZT’L, Moshe ben Amelia Z’L & Haviva bat Yocheved Z'L.
There is an inyan (matter) regarding Tefillah (prayer) that says one should have “Geula” directly linked to “Tefilah.” What does that mean? There is a Beracha (blessing) in Tefillah that we say right before the Amida (which is called ‘Tefillah’ in the Gemara). The Beracha blesses Hashem about the Geula (redemption) from Egypt and then we immediately begin the Amida.

Rashi on this Gemara (Berachot 4b) explains what someone is like (a metaphor) if they do not follow this important act of lismoch geula le’tefillah. What is it like? Its like a person who loves his King of the land and knocks on the Royal room door to see the King! But what does the person do? As the steps of the King are being heard and get closer to the door to open, the person runs away in a hurry. Guess what Rashi says? The King does not run after him, rather he runs away back into his Royal room!

What does this teach us about our spiritual rollercoaster of a life? A person gets stronger with his observance of Judaism. He begins to say Berachot slowly slowly, learns Halachot about certain things. Goes to make up a minyan here and there. Slowly slowly the person begins to get closer to Hashem, to feel His presence with him, etc. After a while he puts on a kippa in public, starts wearing tzitzit. Goes to Shiurim, etc. This person is on his way to knock on Hashem’s door!

This person continues to get closer and closer to the ultimate lifestyle of happiness and closness to G-d. He begins to sacrifice his time for Torah learning and gets away from those friends who bring him spiritually down and gets closer to those who help him. Then what does he do after all that? He does not do anything 100%! At the last minute he drops hope and just barely makes it. For example he goes out of his way to go to a shiur and cancels his other plans. Instead of going to shiur after a little bit of rest and with energy, he does not fight off his urge to sleep and just sleeps through the shiur. If we are already going out of our way, why not do it completely!?
 
For this we learn from the Ramban in the Igeret HaRamban to always ponder at the end of the day the actions one has made throughout that day. Then forever the person is fixing his actions and living a lifestyle that is more observant, exciting and comfortable! Another example is waking up to put on tefillin and praying alone at home instead of going to a minyan. Or another is in the process of doing a Mitzvah the person ends up fighting with someone, G-d forbid. Never give up, because in the end of the day you will do it with 100% effort and with all your heart.

Judaism=Think.

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